This is the first of many posts about my JOURNEY and the BLESSINGS I have been blessed with and continue to be blessed with! I will try to update each day. My purpose in blogging is to count my Blessings and hopefully inspire others to do the same! I am THANKFUL - I feel so much GRATITUDE and HOPE that all people will strive diligently to become the best person each one could possibly be!! I BELIEVE in my SAVIOR Jesus Christ! I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that HE is there for ME - I know HE is there for YOU!! Please help me ENJOY my JOURNEY!!
On November 30, 2011 I was diagnosed with colon cancer during a routine colonoscopy. I would certainly URGE each and every one of you - if you are OF AGE - to schedule a routine colonoscopy. Colonoscopies save lives!
I had NO idea at the beginning of that Wednesday morning that my life would FOREVER change. My husband Kerm (i.e. BUBBA) was scheduled for his routine colonoscopy the same day and was scheduled first. He was taken from the waiting room and it was 15-20 minutes before they came for me!
As I awakened I heard the whispers and voices quietly trying to convey the news to my husband. I heard "mass" and the other whisperings going on. My sister, Jill Andrews, is the Administrator of Central Utah Surgical Center where the procedure was done. She of course was present and knew immediately the findings of the physician. It was Jill who contacted some of my children and asked them to get to the Surgical Center. I was vaguely aware that my bed had been placed next to Bubba's. At some point Jill wheeled his bed to a quieter place. I heard him on the phone talking to my daughter Kelsi. I was trying to clear the FOG (anesthesia) and called out saying "I know what is going on". Dr. Thorpe came by and explained to me that he had found what he believed to be cancer! Kerm was then sitting on a chair next to my bed and we held hands and shared a tender moment with tears. The next thing I knew there was beautiful Kelsi. She cried as she hugged me and I cried a little then. Kasey soon appeared and the four of us were there talking. Kurt called on my phone and Kerm tried to talk to him but was moved to tears so I believe Kasey and Kelsi spoke with him. My beloved daughter Kamie lives in Dayton, Ohio where she too is an R.N. and is a manager at the Hospital where she works. I was aware she had called at some point.
Before I even got dressed I was bundled up and was wheeled to the building across the road to the imaging department. I had to drink more NASTY stuff and they prepared me for CT scanning. I was injected with dye and my brain, liver, pelvic area and lungs were scanned to see if there were more findings. An appointment was made for Thursday, December 1st with Dr. Craig Cook - the surgeon who will guide my JOURNEY!!
The blessings of November 30, 2011 are MANY!! It was a HUGE blessing that I was in the presence of people who know and love me! People who care about ME!! It was a HUGE blessing that my PRECIOUS husband was by my side - literally. It was a HUGE blessing that my Sister Jill has the contacts and the CLOUT that it took to get me scheduled so quickly to begin my JOURNEY!! I love that girl!! It was a HUGE blessing that I was amongst my precious family and FRIENDS at the Surgical Center.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY: COUNT YOUR MANY BLESSINGS - NAME THEM ONE BY ONE!!
love you Bobby Jo! you are such a fighter I know if anyone can get through this it is you. we are praying for you and your beautiful family. thanks for sharing this blog with us.
ReplyDeleteI will pray for you friend! I know you have a million people who love and will support you, me included. Hang in there and get well soon :) love ya!!
ReplyDeleteOh Bobby....you are so blessed! You will get through this! Love you!
ReplyDeleteOH Bobby I know oh too well what your kids are going through right now, I am in tears right now because I know the journey and the road you will now go down!!! It was 5 years ago around this time that my Dad got diagnosed. Always stay positive and always keep fighting!!! I know you will win and I know you will come out on top. Keep the faith there will be times you will want to give up and days you will feel like crap but you will get through this and will be better for it. I love you and your family!!! I know my Dad will be cheering for you to stick around down here and the Savior will be close by to help get through this as well!!!!
ReplyDeleteWIth Much Love
Bradley James Olsen
I'm going to love reading your updates. You are so strong and faithful. I know this blog (journal) will help you and others. That's why I blogged too, when we were in the hospital (NICU) with Tyson. You will have amazing spiritual experiences and you will see miracles. Thank you for sharing your stories and your testimony. I never want to forget the miracles we experienced over the last couple of months and your blog will help me remember them. We love you and are praying for you. I hope you can feel the strength and faith of us on your behalf. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteHey Girlfriend,
ReplyDeleteYou are walking...talking inspiration. I love your smile, your style, your love of life and HONESTY. Remember through all of THIS...good, bad, indifferent...it is only a test. A test for you, and those who know you, love you, and serve you. Don't forget to allow yourself "shitty" days, cause you will have some of those too, just keep asking yourself along the way, "OK, God, what am I supposed to be learning from this?" Laugh, Live and Love...has become quite trendy, but is so full of truth, remember YOU have THE SECRET: You are a tremendous woman of FAITH, if you have FAITH, you have HOPE...and if you have HOPE, you have everything! I will be keeping tabs on you. You are one of the lucky ones, who knows what her special purpose is, is about it, and knows there is more to do.
Love ya~
Stay Gold
Jamie